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[Dec. 16th, 2008|08:05 pm]

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[	Current Music	\|	Miss independant	]

I cant believe that i am going to receive my N levels results on Thursday at 2pm. I really do not know if i am prepared for the results or not prepared. At first i was looking forward to receive my results. But as the days are coming nearer, I feel so tensed and stressed about receiving it. What if i had done well? I do not want to disappoint my family as they have done lots for me and have a lot of faith in me.

I do not know if i made the wrong decision yesterday by texting you and telling i made a huge mistake in accepting you. Perhaps it was good that i finally had the strength and courage to do it. But i do not know if i was too harsh to you. But if i was not harsh to you. I would not have gotten the message across to you. But i do not know if i did the right thing by lying to you and telling you that i was attached. Well i had to do something in order for you to get off my back. So i lied to you. But you also lied to me and say that you were married. I know i was wrong to lie to you but must you resort to this kind of things? You were so sarcastic for? There was no need for that. You could have just said something else right? I am just diappointed that you resort to doing this kind of things. Anyway i do not want to bother about you anymore and live life as happily as i can. To me YOU ARE HISTORY!

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Hello (:

[Dec. 11th, 2008|07:23 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	my room	]
[	Current Mood	\|	happy	]
[	Current Music	\|	Forget About Me	]

I realised my blog is super dead. So i decided to update it more often these few days since i'm quite free. My holidays so far have been quite boring. I was staying in my grandmother's house for the past one month to help my aunty look after her new born baby. But i did go out quite often too.

Yesterday i went to watch the movie Wild Child with some of my friends. The movie was quite interesting and nice. After the movie i went home to get my stuff as i was going over to my friend's house for a sleepover. We spent alot of time catching on stuff that we missed and shared things that we were going through in life with each other. we didnt realise that we spent so much time talking that it was already 3am in the morning. So we decided to turn in for the night.

Sometimes i just dont get my mum sometimes. Is it wrong to put password on my handphone? She thinks im hiding something which is obviously not. I dont understand it is my phone. Why cant i do what i want at least with my phone? it seems like she wants to control my life and everything that i do? But she doesnt treat my brother the way she treats me. Why is biaus at times? I just dont get her at all sometimes. But well i have to tolerate it cause afterall she is my mum and she has done alot of things for me. So the only thing i can do to vent my anger is to listen to my music and blast it.

Whatever happened to you? You dont reply to my texts or text me. It seems like you suddenly just disappeared off the face of the earth. What really happened to the friendship we had. We were so close and we used to talk on the phone almost everyday. Whatever happened to that? i really miss those times i had with you and shared. But i will surely treasure those moments and memories i had and shared with you. But i really miss you alot!

~~Should i really continue to like you or just totally forget about you? But i dont even think i have the heart to do it cause you mean the world to me.~~

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